no let’s drink and have fun monday :,(

Supposed to be a fun Monday!!! Usually when I manage to finish the school and work week, I celebrate with good food and drinks, but no one to celebrate with!*sigh* so I’m gonna celebrate alone…maybe…maybe not. Mark’s still in school…and my brother is busy too at UCLA!

Come to think of it, we’re all finally busy!!!yay!

And in the next two years we will all be celebrating all this hard work. ūüôā Here’s Looking forward to the next few years!!!


Yesterday, I found a strip of my¬†old notebook page and look what I found inside it! It was like a treasure for me! it was very rich with wisdom…just exactly what I need right now.

So today I started looking it up in my Bible (Seriously, I haven’t gone opened my Bible in months!) and I read about a bush and a tree.

What particularly hit me was this one…wpid-tempfileforshare_2015-10-12-19-13-57.jpg

One fact about me is I prefer fake flowers than real ones.¬†Don’t get me wrong! real flowers are beautiful! They are alive and they have a beautiful scent!¬†¬†but¬†the real flowers eventually die and that is a depressing sight to see for me…so that’s why I prefer the fake flowers. Anyway, few months ago…I was confident enough to keep one orchid alive…but for some reason, no matter how low maintenance they are…I just don’t have a green thumb! I tried to give it water every once in awhile but the results are far from successful…


When was the last time I actually turned to God for living water? Looking back months ago, I won’t deny that I have been really thirsty. Ever been thirsty but¬†nothing seems to quench the thirst because¬†you try to drink everything else but water?

When I felt down or I felt happy somehow, I didn’t run for water. I went out to drink to celebrate. What I’m saying here is I should’ve kneeled down and looked up to…cried out to God…when I had the chance. I got through every difficult situation because of Him, I got through the good times and the bad times because of Him.

So my prayer is keep me grounded this time. Keep me close, God. Because I have a tendency of¬†not reaching out for You when I have to. Quench this thirst of mine, fill me up…refresh my soul.